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| Well, I'm single again. The break up went well, Naomi and I are
still friends, gunna kick it with her on Tuesday. lol, it'll be
me, her, Kyle, and Kyle's girl (I forget her name! damitt!
lol). soooo, it's gunna be some crazy shit.
EDIT
MUSE
Friday
9/15/2006
8:00 pm
Uptown Theatre
Kansas City, MO
Pay your way, and you can come along.
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| Man, I really need to get myself together. This post I'm simply gunna give it to ya.
I haven't really given a damn about anything, friends, family, work,
anything at all. I'm pissed at random stupid things that I
normally take lightly, annoyed all the time at people in general, and
I've been kind of a jerk to my girlfriend, and she's been by my side,
and has done nothing wrong, at all. Everyone is totally
undeserving of my being an ass to them. I haven't shaved sense
Saturday, I don't give a crap about wearing clean clothes, or looking
nice, or anything. I'm depressed out of my mind.
Lately, I haven't been myself. This isn't me, and I don't know
how to fix the damn problem. Don't say "take medicine," because
I'm sure this is just a faze, something that'll blow over, but in the
mean time, I hate how it's kinda turned me into a careless slob.
No, that's an understatement, I loathe how it's completely and utterly
converted me into this sadistic, messy bastard, who grovels at the
chance to not give a damn.
So, sense as of late, I've been a dick, does that make me an
asshole? Or sense as of late, I've been a dick, yet recognize the
problem and wish to change it, does that not make me good?
How is it that something has changed in your life, something has
altered your personality, and yet you're unable to recognize
"something." How is it to pass, that I have become this... thing?
In short, I've been a shit-headed slob for about a month, and in the
closely trailing past, I've come to wanting to fix the problem. I
need to get my shit together.
-Cameron.
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| Best Song in the World...
I came down to the breakfast table
felt like I could die
Tried so hard but wasn't able
to look you in the eye
For i'm feeling so much shame
yes i have brought disgrace
i can tell i've soiled my good name
by the look upon your face
Well it seems last night you caught me spankin it
No use denyin it I was really crankin it
Well Dry your eyes don't be so sad
If you could just forgive me and talk to me, dad
talk to me dad
I didn't hear ya enter, no I didn't hear the door
with my hand upon my member and my pants upon the floor
Now burnt into your brain is an image you dispise
like blood and guts and starvin kids and Stevie Wonder's eyes
Well it seems last night you caught me spankin it
No use denyin it I was really crankin it
Well Dry your eyes don't be so sad
but I wouldn't use those tissues
They've already been had
Talk to me dad
The look upon your face made my swollen gland diminish
So I said, "Could ya close the door? I really wanna finish"
Now daddy I'm ashamed and I'd completely understand
If you never wanna hug again or even shake my hand
Well it seems last night you caught me spankin it
No use denyin it I was really crankin it
Well Dry your eyes don't be so sad
Just because it was your bed
It's not that bad
When I was only seventeen, you told me it was dirty, so
it must be really creepy when your kid is pushin thirty
But you cannot tell me dad that you have never had a whack
At the thing that hangs below your belt and bumps into your sack
Well it seems last night you caught me spankin it
No use denyin it I was really crankin it
Well Dry your eyes don't be so sad
But I wouldn't use those tissues they've already been-
just because it was your bed
it's not that-
now daddy daddy please forgive me and talk to me dad
talk to me dad
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| 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
Yep! It wasn't mine though.
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
I was never the dating type, so, two weeks so far, lmao.
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
A cool paperclip... no joke, it was from my boss.
4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
In a god damn swimming pool! DAMNITT!!!
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
yesterday.
For you Kansas Citians, I usually run from Congress & Belvideer, to
Congress & 9Highway, to 9Highway & Barry Road, to Barry Road
& Congress, and walk home, usually every night.
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Hell if I know I dunno where my money goes O_O
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
I dunno, it's 3 PM, haven't eaten today, I had oatmeal last night though!
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Usually the face, face is the most important thing.
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:
Bohemian Rhapsody
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTEND:
I attended Park Hill, waaaay back back in the day.
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
T Mobile! What the hell does the T stand for?
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Spencers!
14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD?
shit... Sonic Drive through, for 6 months.
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
heh, yeah. Back in like 8th grade, I used to play D&D O_O, i have some dice.
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
Hah! no.
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
Oh shit, ummm, I played in this woman's wedding, hell if know who she is. But it payed $75!
18. FIRST PERSON YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
I wouldn't tell a soul.
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
Yesterday.
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
...subway...wait is that fast food? if not taco bell.
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
"I don't have any french fries," then I found them, and ate them! ha!
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
On The Border!
24. CAN YOU COOK?
Hell yeah I can cook! Naomi thinks it all tastes like shit though, I'm a damn good cook!
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
2002 Green Taurus.
26. BEST KISSER:
Me!
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
When I saw this movie way back when. It was bad, lol.
28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
I
can't stand cooked veggies, I can eat a potatoe out of the ground, but
if you gave me a bowl of steamed brocolli, and told me to eat at
point-blank, you'd have to shoot me.
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
eyes and my snarky sense of humor.
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
My nose, lol
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
16 hours, sinco de mayo!
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?:
Second Hand Lions, Boondock Saints
34. CAN YOU SING?
Hell yeah, I'm a damn good singer! woot!
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
Spice Girls... way back in like 2000?
36. LAST KISS?
last night
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED?:
I don't remember.
38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
My cell phone, but, it's fried right now. bastards.
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
Versailles
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
Laptop, if I have a mouse... i hate that small button in your keyboard crap!
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
Eddie Izzard, Bob Saget, Pablo Fransisco, John "Ragin' Cajun" Morgan.
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
Without!
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
everyone, man, everyone.
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
Nope.
Not at all. I'm like, "well I'm movin', we had a nice run"
lol, jk, I dunno, never was forced in that situation.
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
french toast! shit, I was some right now... fuckin quiz.
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
with caramel in it.
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
over medium baby! sometimes scrambled, or deep fried, but usually over medium or easy.
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGy?
Yeah,
as in the study of stars and shit? sure, but that they tell the
future, and zodiacs predict people's personality? Nah, I don't
put much stock in that.
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
Ravyn!
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Ravyn
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
"You still awake?" From ravyn... damn.
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS YOU SLEEP WITH?:
zero!
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
a scar-face shirt, and workout pants! woot, comando baby!
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
"I WANNA FUCKIN TEAR YOU APART!" I hate the song though.
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
Blueberry, or blackberry.
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
I hustle sometimes, but I'm pretty good, not the best.
63. CAN YOU SWIM?
yep!
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
"chocolate chip cookie dough" <--- good call, whoever took this quiz before me.
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
sure..... probably not, no.
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
there's a snicker's wrapper on my 3rd desk in the basement.
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
like
Renessance Festival? Those people are weird asses! holy
crap. Full of flamboyant guys and lesbians dykes, no joke.
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Winter!
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
I dunno. I'm too tired to remember.
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?:
5:32 AM.
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
Sleeping nude with your window open.
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
I don't remember.
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
Snickers.
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
cool but overrated, seriously overrated.
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
Working... fuckin question, I don't wanna think about work.
78. BIRTHDATE?
September 6th.
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
English Teacher, or Architect. and a novelist.
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
fuck no.
87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
fuck no... I'm still thinking about work... damnitt, lol.
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:
no.
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?:
india.
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
no
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
yeah.
94. WHATS UR FAV. NAME?
Kadaj or Kalendra
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
Black.
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
yes.
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
no
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
no. but who would want to?
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
yeah, a sister Brittany, and this bastard woman, Jackie...
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:
i am in the basement
101. ARE YOU HAPPY?:
I was, until question 77.
102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
not for me, but yeah.
103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE IN PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
yes
104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
nothin..
105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
I'm gunna go to sleep. | | |
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